SOS.

when i want to live, i die
when i want to laugh, i cry
here, hear my distressed sos
for my feet were never from earth
so uncomfortable in my skin
i would rather be a bird

i want to see if it was more beautiful
see the world all upside down
see the world from above
see the world far far away
i am always living, confused
all my desires of metamorphosis
i feel like something holds me up
i feel like something holds me down

who? who does?

.gregorylamarchal.
.sosfromalandofmisery.

Sorry.

i wonder what will be taken this time
my sanity or just my breath
it's hard to say, nay, impossible to tell
always walking on egg shells
wondering what's gonna be each day

i wished that we would go back
to what was there before
but i don't think we could have
i didn't love you anymore

wonder why we just never saw
how we've changed since we first met
and how much that killed me
knowing that i will always miss
how we used to smile so easily

it was to hard to keep pretending
it was too hard to just ignore
because i didn't think i cared anymore

i'm sorry, i was so sorry
i never thought that it would get to that
i know that it will never go back
not to how it was before
'cos i know that i'm not that she anymore

i'm sorry.

.hoobastank.
.idontthinkiloveyou.