Deep.

how deep is your heart?

deep inside the darkness
no one knows that it's special
does it not thirst?

i want to touch that darkness
but you don't notice
when i reach out in the dark

anyone can have secrets
hidden deep inside their hearts
so i wanna know your secrets
those that you have so deep within you

don't you want to feel?
deep inside that darkness
so deeply and softly wrapped

buried deep inside your heart
so it doesn't break
something unknown and special

the depth of this emotion.

Silence.

i collect the pieces of memory in this palm
shakily discovering within myself
that one night that we talked
brimming with revelations ever existing
they won't fade away

behind that façade of coldness
it's passion above all else
you're not someone that i can hate
in these days that go by at such a fast rate
i've come so close to losing your smile and kindness

while everything is disappearing
it won't fade away
but as the seconds are vanishing
i still look at the same old sky

within the embrace of that soft look
appreciation for a miracle sprung
all just in a corner of this world
yet words can't describe my feelings
so let's cast it to the wind

my silent wish

SOS.

when i want to live, i die
when i want to laugh, i cry
here, hear my distressed sos
for my feet were never from earth
so uncomfortable in my skin
i would rather be a bird

i want to see if it was more beautiful
see the world all upside down
see the world from above
see the world far far away
i am always living, confused
all my desires of metamorphosis
i feel like something holds me up
i feel like something holds me down

who? who does?

.gregorylamarchal.
.sosfromalandofmisery.

Sorry.

i wonder what will be taken this time
my sanity or just my breath
it's hard to say, nay, impossible to tell
always walking on egg shells
wondering what's gonna be each day

i wished that we would go back
to what was there before
but i don't think we could have
i didn't love you anymore

wonder why we just never saw
how we've changed since we first met
and how much that killed me
knowing that i will always miss
how we used to smile so easily

it was to hard to keep pretending
it was too hard to just ignore
because i didn't think i cared anymore

i'm sorry, i was so sorry
i never thought that it would get to that
i know that it will never go back
not to how it was before
'cos i know that i'm not that she anymore

i'm sorry.

.hoobastank.
.idontthinkiloveyou.

Mine.

this is my road
led, so here i am
close my eyes, hear the voices

this is my road
this, i will walk

this is my life
the line i will walk
all to overcome endless time

this is my life
its doors, i will open
that to be my fate
i will carve the path

mine.

.riccon.
.goldenfeathers.

Intention.

the story of our time


it's never enough to say "i'm sorry"
if only it was enough to say "i care"
but it's never enough to say "i try"

i was caught between what you wanted
and knowing that if i gave in
i might just disappear

like taking one step forward and two back
no matter what i do, you're always unhappy
and i just can't seem to change it
it's like trying to turn around on a one way street

it's hard to believe there's no way out
but i just can't give you what you want
and i'm starting to see that maybe
maybe it's just too late


maybe it was never meant to be.

.notmeanttobe.
.theoryofadeadman.

Last.

i am the one
the one who lost my soul
left forever to be the last one there

everything's become a fight to win
taking all; but giving?
giving only what my pride will let me
no backing down, no giving in
i won't lose
no, i can't lose

i walk alone, head held high
'cause i've never belonged
can only stand my ground
seeing life through blindfolds

i remember what was staked
all the things i could have changed
but nothing's left for me
'cause

i am the one
i am the one who lost control
left forever as the last one there

i've to see all that i've done
so i can't let go
i've never admitted that i've been wrong
but what have i left to show?

so i have to change
just hope i can
all for a chance

a chance to end this pain

.hammerfall.
.lastmanstanding.

Quote.

"you are my soul"
now does that sound familiar?

"well, this is me"
you have been thus your entire life,
so why change now?

before my eyes,
you are the saddest sight i know.
you're quiet; you never make a sound,
but here in my mind you're the loudest.

is this how you want to go down?


"we never talk"
that's when i don't answer.
don't you dare ask why;
did you even want to know?

"no one understands"
my dear, no one really cares.

i saw your light once, did you even see mine?
you turned yours, so i turned mine;
away from your sadness,
away from the nothing you left me.

old things must pass away,
but not all things will pass away.

goodbye, my soul.

.quote.
.evansblue.

Reclusion.

there's someone inside me that softly kills everyone around
they don't know they're dead to me cause intent never makes a sound
all along they found i strangled lovers who've learned from slower hands
with these eleven minutes i could teach you what i am

you're sick, sick as all the secrets that you deny
sins, like skeletons, are so very hard to hide

there's an art in seclusion. production in depression
if a stranger turns up missing, this song is my confession
tell the tales of the trail of dead, lovers learn from slower hands
losing self in myself, inner demons make demands

you're suffocating me, so very hard to breathe
my mask is growing heavy but I've forgotten who's beneath

.anberlin.
.reclusion.